Carry The Weight letra

I used to want to die but now I believe
Not in a distant god, there's a love I found in me
I’d rather be awake and in pain than asleep
Singing as if no one can hear takes more courage than you think

I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I carried the weight in the only way I knew

I was scared enough to lie and say that I’m okay
When inside I was dying, so confused, so alone, so afraid
I hope you never know what it’s like to hide a piece of yourself inside
Or to be so fucking ashamed you’d rather kill yourself than be alive

I want to be alive
I carried the weight in the only way I knew
I want to be alive
I carried the weight in the only way I knew

I'm still scared but I’ve got courage to be
More vulnerable and one day free
Now my heart isn’t covered in concrete
I breathe, I breathe
No longer scared of the vulnerability
No longer scared of the person that I see

Senses Fail - Letras

• 187
• Ali for Cody
• All the Best Cowboys Have Daddy Issues
• American Death
• Ancient Tombs
• Angela Baker and My Obsession With Fire
• Awaiting The Winter Frost
• Bad Reputation
• Bastard Son
• Battle Hymn
• Between The Mountains And The Sea
• Bite to Break Skin
• Blackout
• Bloody Romance
• Bonecrusher
• Buried a Lie
• Calling All Cars
• Can't be Saved
• Canine
• Carry The Weight
• Champagne
• Chandelier
• Choke On This
• Cinco De Mayo
• Closure/Rebirth
• Closure/Rebirth
• Coming Up Short
• Courage Of The Knife
• Coward
• Cute When You Scream
• DB Cooper
• Dead Without You
• Death By Water
• Double Cross
• Dreaming A Reality
• Dying Words
• Early Graves
• Elevator To The Gallows
• End of the World / A Game of Chess (feat. Connie Sgarbossa)
• Every Day Is A Struggle
• Family Tradition
• Fireworks at Dawn
• First Breath, Last Breath
• Four Years
• Free Fall Without A Parachute
• Frost Flower
• Garden State
• Ghost Town
• Glass
• Gold Jacket, Green Jacket
• Grow Away From Me
• Hair Of The Dog
• Handguns And Second Chances
• Headed West
• Hell Is In Your Head
• Hold On
• Holy Mountain
• Hope Is Gone
• I Am Error
• I Was The Chapstick In Your Purse, To Keep You Smooth
• I'm Sorry I'm Leaving
• If There Is Light, It Will Find You
• Institutionalized
• Irish Eyes
• Irony Of Dying On Your Birthday
• Is It Gonna Be The Year?
• Killing Me, Killing You
• Lady in a Blue Dress
• Landslide
• Let It Enfold You
• Life Is Not A Waiting Room
• Lifeboats
• Lost And Found
• Lungs Like Gallows
• Lush Rimbaugh
• Map the Streets
• Martini Kiss
• Mason's Revenge
• Mi Amor
• Miles To Go
• My Fear Of An Unlived Life
• Nero
• New Jersey Makes, The World Takes
• New Year's Eve
• NJ Falls Into The Atlantic
• One Eight Seven
• Orlando And a Miscarriage
• Phenix
• Pull The Thorns From Your Heart
• Renacer
• Rum Is for Drinking, Not for Burning
• Safe House
• Saint Anthony
• Salvation
• Save Yourself
• Shaking Hands
• Shark Attack
• Sick Or Sane (Fifty For A Twenty)
• Slow Dance
• Slowdance
• Snake Bite
• Stay What You Are
• Stephen
• Steven
• Still Searching
• Stretch Your Legs To Coffin Length
• Suburban Heartache
• Surrender
• Take Refuge
• The Burial Of The Dead
• The Courage Of An Open Heart
• The Fire
• The Fire Sermon
• The Ground Folds
• The Ground Folds (Acoustic)
• The Importance Of The Moment Of Death
• The Irony Of Dying On Your Birthday
• The Path
• The Priest And The Martyr
• The Priest And The Matador
• The Rapture
• The Three Marks Of Existence
• Tie Her Down
• To All The Crowded Rooms
• Vines
• War Paint
• Waves
• We Are All Returning Home
• What The Thunder Said
• Wolves at the Door
• Wounds
• Yellow Angels
• You Get So Alone At Times It Just Makes Sense
• You're Cute When You Scream